thank you
2003-07-23, 8:54 a.m.

I fell asleep in HER arms last night! I fell asleep after having been made love to so beautifully that I cried. I awoke to her kissing my forehead as she slid out of bed for work this morning. I answered the phone as I was getting ready for work, to hear, "how is the love of my life today?" She said, "see...I told you I'd come around." She has certainly come around.

I am basking in the love that I had almost forgotten could be this good. I am keeping a positive mind on this. I will not let any negative thoughts ruin this. If I fall on my face then I will fall hard, but I have to give this, give her, give us, my all without any doubts. I am happy. Truly happy. And that is what I will focus on....

Tonight I have my first singing lesson! And I am planning to audition for a community theater production in August. I feel like I'm emerging from a sleep that I didn't even know that I was in.

I'm not sure what is responsible for these changes, but I'm not going to worry about that....I'm only thankful that they're happening.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

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