not dead
2003-09-16, 10:49 a.m.

I feel so much more awake today. Yesterday I felt like I'd been hit by a truck. Must have been the lingering affects of the flu.

But today is a much better day. And, I am falling more and more in love with MyexLove again...not sure if that's a good thing or not.

But the more I date, and the more women I meet, the more I realize that I really want what I can see with MyexLove. I just do. So to me it's worth giving this one last effort....but with a lot of conditions and stipulations. And yes I'm being very very careful.

And, I'm not closing the door to any possibilities. In fact I met a woman online the other day who seems to really have her shit together...and I'd definitely meet her.

So, yeah I'm in love with the ex, but not dead!

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