Short and sweet
2005-02-17, 9:22 a.m.

I'm too tired for much thinking today. Things are going good. My sister's departure has not really hit me yet. Sometimes if I think about it, I can feel tears start to spring up. So, I try not to think about it. I'm sure at some point I'll have to let myself have a good cry. But not today.

Last night was nice, relaxing, enjoyable. Eagle's been truly wonderful. We have gotten a long great too. I don't seem to be having the same fear of setting her off that I used to have. It's not that I don't care if I set her off or not, but I don't want to live like that. So I won't. The online BPD email group has been very helpful. And compared to the other couples on there, Eagle and I are doing fabulous!

Well that's about all my brain can handle as for as introspection goes today. I just want this week to be done.

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