clarification
2003-05-14, 10:19 a.m.

I just want to clarify a few things in my last entry. I've been wondering if I'd been sexually molested but had blocked it for many years now. The reason is because my grandfather molested my younger sister and I often wondered if he may have molested me too, but that I blocked it out. The fact is that I have a lot of blank memories. I also have exhibited many signs of a person who was sexually molested. My therapist, happens to be a gay woman, and she has allowed me to speak about this, but has not pushed me to delve deeper. She said, when I'm ready to remember I will. She also has warned me not to try so hard to remember something and inadvertantly remember something that didn't really happen. So, that's just some clarification for anyone who might be concerned. I appreciate the notes and emails though...thank you very much. It helps to know that there are people out there actually reading and thinking of me. Thanks!

Still feeling confused though.

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