i don't know what to do
2003-07-17, 2:40 p.m.

For all my bravado, for all my thinking clearly, for all my hardening my heart...I'm still so soft. MyLove and I are discussing her moving out over IM's right now. She wants to go, I told her I wouldn't stop her and that if she's not happy with me, she should go. But tears are streaming down my face, my hands are shaking, and I don't really know what to do right now. But I know that I have to let her go. I have to.

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