tears have stopped
2003-07-17, 4:39 p.m.

I'm doing okay.

She said, "Seekingme, I want you to know that no matter what happens, this is not about you, you're perfect, it's all on me." I told her thank you and that I'd do anything I could to help her. She said, she has to do it on her own.

The plan is that she will move out and get an apartment for a year. We will date and either strengthen or end our relationship during that year, and if we're still together, we'll buy a house together. Sounds like a plan. Sounds like a plan doomed to fail. But hey, maybe that's just me.

But, the tears have stopped and I'm doing okay at the moment.

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