tired and cranky
2003-09-12, 8:57 a.m.

I'm here at work and I don't want to be. I've got a headache and I'm tired and cranky.

On top of that...I just got done talking to Eagle who asked what is wrong and the whole drinking thing fell out and now she's sad and making me feel like a big heel. Oh fucking well.

Why can't I choose not to fall in love with someone based on their problems and how I know those problems will affect me in the future? Why do I have to feel like an asshole because of it?

Whatever.

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