3,000 Miles Away
2002-12-16, 3:29 p.m.

Well the love of my life is now 3,000 miles away from. I feel every mile of it in my heart. It has actually been worse than I thought that it would be. I�m not worried about her, I trust her and her love for me. I just miss her so very much. I wish there was a way to speed up time till Thursday, but unfortunately there is no such invention.

I can�t really think about much except how much I miss her right now. I played a game on the internet and that helped for awhile, but I think I�ll just go to bed soon and escape the pain by sleeping. I am so not looking forward to the next three days.

I tried calling her awhile ago and there was no answer on her cell phone. So far I�m not panicking, but if I don�t get to talk to her before I go to bed, I will begin to panic I know that for sure.

She will call me tonight, I am confident

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